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Dear readers,
im feeling better today. plis excuse my tantrum yesterday. shit does happened out of control sometimes, unfortunately.

what was on my mind yesterday?
- Passport and Visa application -> please let me be invisible to the immigration service for this few weeks. remember me bitching about passport renewal a few MONTHS ago?? yea that one, exactly. that hasnt been completed. Besties & I am 100% sure that they're processing&typing the application at the speed of O N E L E T T E R P E R D A Y . It must be happening like this;

Monday: W
Tuesday: A
Wednesday: N
Thursday: spacebar
Fri: woops. it's Hari Keputeraan someone someone today. Holiday. KIV til next monday.

My full name contains 15 characters (plus 12 for papa's name). go figure how long they MUST be taking to process it.

So that was 2 months' ago story. My passport HAD arrived in Welly, but someway somehow they MUST HAV thought i hav telepathic power to sense tht it's ready for me, so of courseee... there isnt any reason to notify me!! I wonder how thick is the layer of dust my new passport has collected,simply by laying quietly on the desk/display rack/whatever shoot they use.
OK la it was my fault as well for not calling them earlier. but im really tied up with training tht i ended up finishing late (after 5pm) everytime i 'remembered' to call them! excuses excuses.. but hey, my role is to study and do training so im allowed to say im busy with work.. but they're paid to do this administrative work so.. they're EXPECTED to do wht they're supposed to do, such as notify me! *damn u freaking tax eater*

oh, thats only 1 of my issue. had 'couriered' a courier bag to them (a courier bag in a courier bag so tht they can send me the new passport using the courier bag i sent them *wahh nice pun*. wow cant afford to 'sponsor' the courier fee huh??). hopefully will get my new passport this very week so tht i could apply for the student visa, which had already expired anyway, huhuhuwa~

another issue- im starting a new attachment this week- Obstetric and Gynaecology, and i dont like my team. =S has a personal history with one of the member which i dont think i should mengumpat here. had been able to avoid her for the last 2 days (phewww) and is hoping tht our path wont cross anymore. (im pessimist abt this wish thou..)

another one- elective placement. Whanganui Hosp had replied me back, and they need a few letters of recommendation. urggghhh...
From the dean *tick*,
from a tutor *huh??- the consultant i guess..* and
from an independent individual *double huh??independent-what?? NC can?*.
and a CV *am currently taking a break from writing it at the mo*.
oh come on... i dont think i could be bothered hunting for a consultant and an independent individual. so figured i should just pass Whanganui. buhbye SYee =( im supposed to visit her over there

thus now im aiming for Timaru (they asked for a CV- that should be alrite) and possibly doing ED in Christchurch (stay in Chch? booooriiingggggg). sighh.... can lah... soo couldnt be bothered. need to email ED consultant to ask.

or.. should i do research?

or... a classmate suggest volunteering myself to this charity hospital. but im scaareeeedd of the surgeon (tht also runs this hospital). he is scaweeeee....

oh man.. so much thoughts and planning but not much progress.


wht else.. oh yea the long waited Retreat. Will talk about tht later. i need to ciao n finish my CV. sighh.

kesimpulannya, im recuperating from the tantrum yesterday. plis bear with me.