hmm hmm hmm.. this is a controversial entry. if it creates issue i will delete it soon-ish. akak is asking for a new entry, so i guess a temporary entry is alrite.
im a bit emo at the mo. hormonal. tired of moving too possibly. and kiddy has flown back to welly, uhukuhuk. no more soul-to-soul talk.
dem. its raining heavily outside. i JUST washed Mira.
me and kiddy are currently chatting over ym. the current issue is (apart from Biatch);
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kiddy: sounds convincing. ahahahhahahahahahaa. eyy this is rite. @#$%^&*()(*&^%$ --> censored censored. no she isnt swearing bt tht part was quite specific.
we're so back in the game man!!!!
me: hahahahahahahahahahahaa. but kiddy, u hav to remember. im NOT looking. i want THAT someone to notice me. which wil be.. never.
kiddy: heyyyy dont be pessimistic! blablablabla..
(oh as usual kiddy wil give me all the hope in the world. sighh unfortunately life is not a fairy tales kiddy...at least, not most of the time. our love story [tht we revealed in the car with Nick] were fairy tales but ur tales seems to come true but mine wasnt.)
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ok. go figure the start and ending urself. be creative and imaginative and fantasive. (fantasive??)
double dem. it isnt just raining, it's thundering and hailing outside! bye bye clean & shiny Mira. welcome back Dirty & Hawt Mira.
eniway, akak asked about it as new year resolutionkah??. klinda and femily lagi la, mcm xde topik lain. mama always shoots in the dark and assuming it already happened. new flatties too asked (or suggested?) about it. kiddy also asked about it (oh maybe a bit different coz she's a bit too specific.ahahaha~). however the niche is too narrow, and im being conservative. As i conversed with kiddy up there; me got noticed rather than me noticing someone. im tired lah admiring ppl. tired of syok sendiri. tired of waiting and being excited of inconclusive hints. tired of dreaming. tired of being sad in the end. tired tired tired. and now im numb. i choose not to care nor concerned.
oh another thing. my BFF got engaged last Sunday. and i only knew abt it last Sunday. by text. possibly while or after the ceremony itself. wow. how impressive. yes im excited for her big day but no im not impressed with how and when the news got to me. thanks BFF. i cant react naturally for this time being. coz it could be ugly. i love her and dont wanna hurt her so staying away for a while is the best approach.
omigosh i hope Nick wil never ever find this blog. my dear Anuh had mentioned tht i hav a blog tht she accidently found when she wanted to log into her own blog using my laptop shoooot.. kantoi! and Anzac conveniently ANNOUNCED the address. Nick is The Papa Juwie. i wil be doomed.
ehhh y so bitter? dunno. PMS kot. stay away. i growl. at least i didnt bite. unlike Biatch.
NB: to clear everyone's curiosity, THT someone is non-existance at this moment. hokay?
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hey girl~ we're just having fun, teasing you.. what to do, u're the youngest! bluerkkk~
and mama, shooting in the dark! haha~ so true!! this one time, mama asked me, 'adik's bf blablabla..' i was like, erk, ma.. adik has no bf. she single.' and mama was like, 'hangpa memangla saja tanak bagitau mama.. dengan mama pun nak sorok2.. sorok laa adik beradik~pokpekpokpek ..takkan laa adik takdak boipren~'
wakakakkaaaa~* i cant stop laughing about it!! how on earth~!!
anyway, *clearing throat*, as a not-so-big sister, my piece of says, CHEER UP~!! the right man is out there, somewhere~ open your heart for the signs.. hehe. admiring is fine, but come on, you really want to marry someone because you admire him?? hey, marry him because you love him! marry him and accepts his flaws, his weakness, his stupidity that you cant figure out why sometimes, his insensitivity and missed the fact you need a cuddle, not a suggestion on what to do when you're so upset.. heh~
well, marrying someone you admire, will you accept and ready for all his flaws? wont he feel burden by the fact, he has to be perfect and admirable, because that is how his wife saw him?
~admire your daddy! that's dem worth!
sharing is caring? hahaa~ bebeling is nasib laa, you're the youngest! (again~)
u want me to recommend someone for you? jeng3~ i got 2 guys up for your green light.. :D
p/s : i dont know what you did, but the error msg was no longer there~~~* good job!
(omigosh. r u posting a comment or an entry,akak??)
1. sigh~ yeah ladies and gentleman. this is the down side of being the youngest. teased and bebel is in the package.
2. i know!! mama had been saying tht for ages. she even scolded nadia for keeping the 'secret'. what secret??!!
3. "his stupidity that you cant figure out why sometimes"->LOL!is this based on true story?like the dance he did in the night train?do u hav the video tht i took?i think tht ws dem farnee~
4. admiring- umm well..i need to marry someone i admire + love = respect. in the condition tht; he need to gain my admiration effortlessly~not a control-macho kind of guy.
bcoz otherwise everytime he gets into my nerves (i hav 2 admit tht im not vry good in controlling my patience -_-") i wil regret & wonder "Y oh Y did i marry this jerk??!".
thus i need someone tht i love+admire+respect+ so tht i wont file a divorce! ahak~
5. nah.. i dont do match making.
6. i did nothing to this blog's setting! hmm~ nvm..
hey~!! talking bout the train dance video.. ya lah~*! where is it? must be in one of my hard disc..
and hold on~ i think it is normal sometimes to feel, 'y on earth i marry this jerk slash man~!' i call it nature. men are from mars, what did they know bout earth~?? (same like us, venusians). that's a learning process, when you got so pissed, and you feel like killing him, because he just dont get it!! lol~* when those moments came, you have to try not to forget that you shared things together, you love each others, and with lots other reasons, you promised to accepts both party's flaws. that's why you marry him. after all, he made you happy! (before he transformed to a jerk).
unless he's a real REAL jerk ~ and not worth fighting for, then file a divorce!! hahaa~* (evil laugh)
my point is, dont afraid to try. loosen up, you're too tight. how will you know it is not working if you're not trying? stop admiring a perfect guy, they dont exist! close to perfect, has been taken normally~! heheh.. so, accepts those flaws~!! need not to 'admire' to love. try 'like' for start?
really, have you ever fall in love? coz once you did, admirable and respect will come in sequences.. that to be after sometimes in relationship. how will you find out his quality without in relationship? what you saw as an outsider might not be his true colours~ have you thought of that?
dont be afraid, coz unintentionally you're pulling yourself from your Mr Right. imagine that your Mr Right is actually next to you, and he saw you admiring so much for Mr You-Thought-Right? he might then thought, your happiness is much more important than his selfishness hahakzx~! i watched too much love stories!
wait, are you afraid of commitment??! waahhh~* new finding.. lol~* kidding!
never too late sista~! mana tau your Mr Right is right there in Malaysia.. jeng3~
anyway, still, we loves you~ you dont need a man! you have a families and friends~!! *now that's a selfish thought*
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