Melancholy

hmm.. :(
nuff said?

a bit more wil do. missing... wishing for something that seems out of reach. not entirely impossible as id got it before. or were those times just sweet dreams?

sidetrack:
im deprive of a number of things.

lost my mobile phones' pink sweater resulting in a few scratches already after 2 weeks being naked :,(

missing Mira badly. feel like my left wing is broken without her. She's being use (used??!!) by my flattie's family to travel around as they're visiting for graduation. padan muka. sape suruh offer. kesian.. otherwise they need to cough up quite a lot of $$ for rental car..
hmm but i cant deny im quite reserved when it comes to Mira. Panjang had lend Mira before, i only agreed (half heartedly) because he was with Anzac's parents kesiann lagi, takut diorang sejuk & penat naik bas. then Jane asked too, that was when i went home for Akak's wedding. also bcoz her parents were here from Brunei. texted me when i was busy running around during the kenduri. i took the whole night to decide whether or not to lend darling Mira. finally i did, and she was really thankful for it. worth it.God will take care of my problems if i took care of my fren's problem. have faith in God's promises my dear =) . those two are relevant. however, i did get a few other 'application' to lend Mira for trivial stuff like going to the shop (errrr...??) hmmm.. those was either politely rejected or, i end up driving for tht person. -_-" over-protection towards mira. because.. this is my very 1st car~ and Mira helped me a lot in getting independence, running away and taking a break from those i wanted to avoid plus.. she's a precious gift from Papa ^^

here she is! awwwww what a beauty!! photo was taken during my birthday, hence the balloons ^^

end of side-track.

in dire need of detox. seriously. asked for the 5th session recently, but was denied due to undue circumstances :( Not going to ask again. egomania!
hmm... finally. :|